a question 12/26/25

Do I love you? I’m not sure I do. I value you more than anyone else. It isn’t romantic though. And despite feeling this way for so long, I don’t believe it’s permanent. Both of us know that nothing ever is. People have told me I love you. Childishly. Unreasonably....

why

Now that’s the question The only one that matters And the best part is I don’t know That freed me once but never...

a question 9/20/23

i can’t go again. not because i can’t handle being there, but because i can’t endure coming back. i have withstood much. the presence of demons, the attacks of devils, communion with angels and even being utterly cut off from the very Silence i worship. the weight of...

je ne regrette rien

Nothing? How can I? The other day I watched clouds stride across the sky. For an hour the herd slowly dispersed until the field was it’s beautiful empty blue. They’re always the same. A cloud never forgets who they are. They remember everything. Every...