by lefteous | Sep 22, 2026 | rambling
The phone is ringing It’s insane, but the phone is ringing. I flip over one, two, three tarot cards. None of them say the phone is ringing. The phone is ringing. No one will answer the phone, but it’s ringing. The phone is ringing. I sat and read Borges. I sat and...
by lefteous | Aug 20, 2026 | rambling
There is an unhappiness…. No… A dissatisfaction to what could be considered “life”. Perhaps my life specifically. I am profoundly tired. I am easily……. distracted? No… Unmindful. I meant to write tonight. I meant to write about the disgust Or the disease Or the other...
by lefteous | Jul 7, 2026 | rambling
There is no wrestling with the conscience. There is no whimpering, chaotic cry for help. There is only the disciplined insular ritual. There is only the permanent, living lighthouse. The open invitation. Do not fall for this. I write again, do not fall for this. He...
by lefteous | Jun 20, 2026 | rambling
a mind standing at the edge of its own history interrogating the past, the selves, the “you” an exploration of entropy in human connection sensory contrast, inability, shared memories the myth of me that is written, that is read porous leaking of imagination across...
by lefteous | May 31, 2026 | rambling
i wrote a song today and sang it to...
by lefteous | Mar 10, 2026 | rambling
Since I was eight Or was it even before? I can’t remember I remember it all Oh hey, it’s me How are we doing? I can’t tell anymore I always know Damn look at that apple tree It’s too dark to tell if the fruits ripe yet What was her name? N————?...
