a thought 10/19/26

I made a mistake by asking myself a question. Who is the beloved, the god, the reader, the You? What is this prelude Unimaginable choral arraignment Held hostage by the orchestra in my ears My mind? What is to say that it isn’t in my mind? The boy attempting to drown...

a thought 9/29/26

I’ve taken a bite of a new fruit. It is… distinct. A sharp tingle to the tongue, like a battery. And so I keep taking bites of this fruit, ignoring all the others in the basket. Like the sonnets before, like the ramblings of youth, I consume in great greedy mouthfuls....

a dream 9/24/26

Four years. Constant misunderstanding. I had a bad dream last night. Not a nightmare. A bad dream. It was Fulfilling Again I knew it was a dream. I always know it’s a dream. I didn’t wake myself up this time. You showed me the garden you planted. We picked cucumbers....

nixon’s fenty prawns

The phone is ringing It’s insane, but the phone is ringing. I flip over one, two, three tarot cards. None of them say the phone is ringing. The phone is ringing. No one will answer the phone, but it’s ringing. The phone is ringing. I sat and read Borges. I sat and...