a thought 10/19/26

I made a mistake by asking myself a question. Who is the beloved, the god, the reader, the You? What is this prelude Unimaginable choral arraignment Held hostage by the orchestra in my ears My mind? What is to say that it isn’t in my mind? The boy attempting to drown...

a thought 9/29/26

I’ve taken a bite of a new fruit. It is… distinct. A sharp tingle to the tongue, like a battery. And so I keep taking bites of this fruit, ignoring all the others in the basket. Like the sonnets before, like the ramblings of youth, I consume in great greedy mouthfuls....

a thought 6/14/26

Possessed and in possession of oneself A deer seen fleeing into the darkness Whichever heart we feel is beating A burning if not yearning Monastic tendencies Toil...

freedom or loneliness

He was wrong, you know? It’s when you have no one to wake in the morning. It’s when you have no one to wait for at night. That’s when you can do whatever you want and have either, or both. Sometimes I pretend I’m happy. When I do, you’re always...