a dream 6/30/25

I dreamed of a man with a perfect life. And he lived like it was perfect. Then things happened, and his life was different. And he lived like it had been taken from him. Nothing was taken though, it was all an accident. But still he raged and fought. And he worshipped...

a dream 3/3/25

You run to your imagination because we are a species that whimpers. That withers. That dies. You stand on that unwieldy precipice of freedom because you hope that peace lies within. It does not. Only loneliness waits there. And anguish is soon to...

another thirty

As I end this year, and my dreams become clearer, I find myself saying “it is good”. I believed that this time alone would become the last time I was ever alone. That my deliverance would continue on into eternity as the final tethers holding me down were severed. I...

a dream 7/30/24

You don’t need to find yourself. You never lost yourself. Just be honest. You don’t know what you want. You know it’s not the person you’re with. You know it’s not the place you are. You are still who you are. Everywhere you are. Whoever you are with. Through the...

early march

Everything is going by so fast now. I have grown comfortable in waiting. Soon things will continue to be as they are. Even sooner things will change. I haven’t appreciated the trees or the clouds as much as I would like. 今度は今度...