by lefteous | Dec 31, 2024 | a dream
As I end this year, and my dreams become clearer, I find myself saying “it is good”. I believed that this time alone would become the last time I was ever alone. That my deliverance would continue on into eternity as the final tethers holding me down were severed. I...
by lefteous | Jul 30, 2024 | a dream
You don’t need to find yourself. You never lost yourself. Just be honest. You don’t know what you want. You know it’s not the person you’re with. You know it’s not the place you are. You are still who you are. Everywhere you are. Whoever you are with. Through the...
by lefteous | Mar 6, 2024 | a dream
Everything is going by so fast now. I have grown comfortable in waiting. Soon things will continue to be as they are. Even sooner things will change. I haven’t appreciated the trees or the clouds as much as I would like. 今度は今度...
by lefteous | Jan 10, 2024 | a dream
I used to have a weight in my pocket that held me down. It connected me to the earth. I grew tired of always carrying it. I was bored of the charade that it embodied. I handed it off out of a vague idea of amusement. The distance between myself and the ground has...
by lefteous | Nov 14, 2023 | a dream
I was brought back to my locked room again By sheer, unhappy randomness of fate. I gazed upon a canvas stained with pain. A portrait of a heart that could not wait. I delved into the palette, hues laid bare. A frozen moment where I feigned concern. Youth’s vigor...
by lefteous | Sep 19, 2023 | a dream
I hadn’t been lost in blue like that in a long time. She mimicked the sky the way she locked eyes. I don’t know who reached for whose hand first, but holding hers felt natural and practiced. I knew the shape, the size, the creases. The first time felt like the...
