by lefteous | Sep 18, 2021 | a thought
I remembered something about myself in these past few days. Disappointment seems to have been what triggered this resurfacing in my mind. With these memories I am more inclined to believe that people rarely, if ever, change. I am still who I am. I am not different...
by lefteous | Sep 1, 2021 | a dream
I lived thousands of lifetimes before then and thousands since. Still that brief blink of a moment within my perpetuity felt like the start and end of it all. I came here to understand human love. Residing in my own sphere, watching the pattern repeat itself...
by lefteous | Aug 24, 2021 | rambling
After nine years I burned up my letters. Many times before I imagined what it would feel like to watch their cinders float away. I thought I would be made lighter somehow without the weight of them in my pocket. Two simple scraps of paper scrawled with indecipherable...
by lefteous | Aug 23, 2021 | a question
Sometimes I ask myself “Where was I?” as I look down at my feet trying to remember the shoes I wore when it happened. I looked down a lot back then. The uncertainty of the things in front of me became the back drop to the reality of laced up leather or suede....
by lefteous | Jul 31, 2021 | a thought
I am ashamed to say it, but I wished to be God from the moment I knew him. How could I not want to be? With all the power I had, it was never enough to bring my dreams into reality. The most I could do was torment others and curse myself. Weak imitation, even making a...
