by lefteous | Aug 23, 2021 | a question
Sometimes I ask myself “Where was I?” as I look down at my feet trying to remember the shoes I wore when it happened. I looked down a lot back then. The uncertainty of the things in front of me became the back drop to the reality of laced up leather or suede....
by lefteous | Jul 31, 2021 | a thought
I am ashamed to say it, but I wished to be God from the moment I knew him. How could I not want to be? With all the power I had, it was never enough to bring my dreams into reality. The most I could do was torment others and curse myself. Weak imitation, even making a...
by lefteous | May 12, 2021 | a thought
Searching the past for forgotten relics. Remembering those things that reshaped you. Comedowns from women and psychedelics, Singularities you cannot redo. You fight furiously for fulfillment, Emotions like hot knives against your skin. To defeat your fears you need...
by lefteous | May 2, 2021 | a dream
With a grin the old man pointed toward his head and spoke. “Soon I will be gone and everything up here will pass on into the everlasting, omniscient Silence. In Silence there will be no fear nor want. No pain nor tears. Ego cannot exist within it. It knows and is....
by lefteous | Apr 18, 2021 | a thought
