by lefteous | Nov 25, 2020 | rambling
Today I sat outside in the cold for the first time since being warm. There were so many thoughts fluttering about in my mind. Music hummed along with the sound of the wind through the trees and the ghost of a feeling began to well somewhere distant in me. I thought...
by lefteous | Nov 9, 2020 | rambling
It has been over a year now since I began my search for something more real. I spent days atop mountains in solitude and Silence searching out truth. I fought demons at night and struggled against powers I had never known. My faith swayed continually from physical to...
by lefteous | Sep 25, 2020 | rambling
“It’s an ordeal.” he replies when questioned about the scars he wears. He would love to share how he got them, but he hates to dwell on it too much. For the briefest moment his eyes flash back and forth and his lips slowly separate as he remembers. Then he snaps back...
by lefteous | Sep 23, 2020 | rambling
When I think about my inspirations I always think about who has the best words. Take my father for instance. When I was young, my father and I barely ever spoke to each other. On the way to school, picking me up from someone’s house, going on walks, or at the dinner...
by lefteous | Jul 25, 2020 | rambling
It started as a dream. A slow waltz in the midnight air. Illuminated by a full moon and the glimmer in her eyes. I was lost in her light. A smile of stars in the sky. Kissed by the chill of winter’s frost. Heated by passion’s flame inside. Oh what a dream it was. To...
by lefteous | Apr 29, 2020 | rambling
I’ve hit this point now where I realize I am not being known again It’s hard because I don’t want to be known by those around me However there is that familiar aching in my chest when I exhale And with each breath I think of the names of those I want to know me So...