by lefteous | Feb 2, 2023 | rambling
I do have moments of sublime contented clarity. Instances where the green in the trees and the blue in the sky are enough. I smile more often than I let...
by lefteous | Sep 21, 2022 | rambling
They think “but surely not I” when it comes to her. She has told me so much and I know her so well, surely not I. She says she hates, and wants to be left alone, but I am the exception. She can’t be what she says she is, I know her too well. Her exaggerations about...
by lefteous | Jun 26, 2022 | rambling
I asked the same question I always ask, And I received what I always receive. It would all work out if we just unmask, But in my heart I know that is naive. We lock away the words we wish to hear. Instead saying the ones we know are safe. We build up lies with the...
by lefteous | May 15, 2022 | a dream, rambling
When I was young I’d imagine myself overlooking the sea as the sun set into it. Wine in hand, atop an old stone bridge, I sigh and experience the beauty of the day ending all alone. These type of dreams are always solitary. I can never picture myself in them with...
by lefteous | Mar 24, 2022 | rambling
At the place I stayed in Switzerland they had a packet for “re-entering society” that we were encouraged to read through before leaving. A lot of it was tips about what to do if overwhelmed by large groups of people. Reading through the papers though I realized...
by lefteous | Dec 21, 2021 | rambling
I have written much this year. Most words I will never share. Yet on this, the longest night of the year, I will reflect and tell you where I am. I failed to do what I promised I would never do, and instead returned to doing what I hate most. Somehow this seems like...
