rambling 1/7/26

by | Jan 7, 2026 | rambling

I love to tell stories And lie And be god I love to enthrall And control And be worshiped I have seen the sunrise before the dawn. I have tasted the air on that sweet scented wind. I have been obliterated before heaven’s rocky shores. My soul has been named and it...

rambling 12/15/25

by | Dec 15, 2025 | rambling

My dreams have been chaotic and violent as of late. Frenzied scenes of color splash across the pale screen behind my eyes. It tickles my brain. An incessant itch beneath hair, and flesh, and bone. Vivid though they may be, what lingers are not the sights nor sounds....

sin-menagerie

by | Aug 26, 2025 | rambling

I enjoy being myself too much for forgiveness to be of eternal consequence. Also, I often think others should be grateful I’m not entirely myself. Ritual sequestering. Liturgical daydreaming. Banal leisure. The lion devours the peacock. The peacock the snail. The...

rambling 1/27/25

by | Jan 27, 2025 | rambling

I have succumbed to the chronic nature of my humanity once more having tasted forbidden fruit. Accordingly my punishment is knowing. One more wolf chased off, but how will I deal with its absence? It is self evident to me now, and perhaps it was before though my eyes...

faded things

by | Nov 6, 2024 | rambling

I have become that ghost I once dreamed about. I haunt the lonely streets walking by those who look right through me. This is not a sad state, for those fleeting, flickering “what ifs” have all been resolved. I was going to disappear soon enough. Deep down I knew I...