by lefteous | Jan 27, 2025 | rambling
I have succumbed to the chronic nature of my humanity once more having tasted forbidden fruit. Accordingly my punishment is knowing. One more wolf chased off, but how will I deal with its absence? It is self evident to me now, and perhaps it was before though my eyes...
by lefteous | Nov 6, 2024 | rambling
I have become that ghost I once dreamed about. I haunt the lonely streets walking by those who look right through me. This is not a sad state, for those fleeting, flickering “what ifs” have all been resolved. I was going to disappear soon enough. Deep down I knew I...
by lefteous | Oct 2, 2024 | rambling
I have hidden the haughty babbling that once stained this page. At least know that my stories are for others, and never...
by lefteous | Aug 25, 2024 | rambling
ramblings from 5/22/21 I have come to understand that there are not always nor nevers with you. I have also learned that reality is not mine to make. Or rather, maybe I’m at least a little suspicious that’s not the case. My belief in my word doesn’t carry the same...
by lefteous | Jun 24, 2024 | rambling
I walked before, smoked during, and slept after the rain. Thinking about the future I missed out on what color the trees...
by lefteous | Feb 5, 2024 | rambling
I had been mourning the loss of this friendship for a time already. Is that why the final blow barely even stung? In fact it is more freeing than anything else. No more pressure to try and keep up. No more attempts that make me feel I am not enough. Months of...
