realized

Upon arrival I realized why I’ve wanted to come here so badly most of my life. Everyone avoids me. I only talk to people when I initiate it. I’m effectively invisible most of the time. It’s a sublime type of loneliness I’ve never experienced before. After the years of...

chained liturgy

Religion is the most effective, self-inflicted trauma a person can choose if they want to change. In both my zealotry and my apathy, I am cruel to others. Unfortunately, it is an ordeal for me to strike a balance between the...

a thought 9/19/22

There is something remarkable about knowing a house intimately. Being able to walk about in the dead of night without bumping into any furniture. Understanding the difference between the unique creeks of the doors and floorboards. I remember about twenty years ago...