by lefteous | Mar 22, 2024 | a thought
And here I am again telling stories to tell stories about. Next week we’ll recount how wonderful the twists and turns were. Next month we’ll remark that they were enthralling and exciting. Next year we’ll reflect and try to build new stories. Next decade we’ll...
by lefteous | Dec 19, 2023 | a thought
I didn’t do a lot of what I wanted to this year. I didn’t write letters or work on my handwriting. I didn’t travel as much as or with whom I wanted. I didn’t keep the friends I thought mattered to me. I didn’t take any serious action or initiative of my own. As soon...
by lefteous | Sep 22, 2023 | a thought
It matters that I worry about the noise I hear under my...
by lefteous | Sep 10, 2023 | a thought
even now there is no one else i would rather have text me at 12:26 in the...
by lefteous | Aug 29, 2023 | a thought
I haven’t written much this August. What I have written is poignant and wretched. Again it is something I would share if asked, but again you will not. In short the continual self-actualization I have seen this previous year has been repetitive and revealing. The...
by lefteous | Mar 18, 2023 | a thought
Upon arrival I realized why I’ve wanted to come here so badly most of my life. Everyone avoids me. I only talk to people when I initiate it. I’m effectively invisible most of the time. It’s a sublime type of loneliness I’ve never experienced before. After the years of...
