by lefteous | May 15, 2022 | a dream, rambling
When I was young I’d imagine myself overlooking the sea as the sun set into it. Wine in hand, atop an old stone bridge, I sigh and experience the beauty of the day ending all alone. These type of dreams are always solitary. I can never picture myself in them with...
by lefteous | Feb 22, 2022 | a dream
I could not sleep last night. The voices of hooded monks liturgically chanting echoed in my ears. As their voices grew louder an old thought violently resurfaced within my mind. I am and am not as wonderful as I think. Who was it who told me that? I pretend not to...
by lefteous | Jan 31, 2022 | a dream
I spoke to the woman in the dress. She said nothing but seemed lonely. I said it was alright if she stayed. She nodded and left the room. Since then I have not seen...
by lefteous | Jan 2, 2022 | a dream
Your purpose is in the moment. It’s who you can genuinely be to yourself and others at the point you are in. A lot of the time you don’t need to go out of your way, you just need to be you. Being yourself and doing what you do is a greater purpose than most people...
by lefteous | Nov 16, 2021 | a dream
I am burdened with words. I dare not say them aloud. I hide myself like my words. I can never break this spell. I am without saying words. I will not be without as...
by lefteous | Sep 1, 2021 | a dream
I lived thousands of lifetimes before then and thousands since. Still that brief blink of a moment within my perpetuity felt like the start and end of it all. I came here to understand human love. Residing in my own sphere, watching the pattern repeat itself...
