by lefteous | Jun 10, 2023 | rambling
I am sorry for the things I have written. Every word is a selfish wish for cruel things. Each truth is cunning and every lie is a plea. I kill myself slowly with each formulated thought that is shared by pen or voice. Even this is self destruction. The only place...
by lefteous | May 15, 2023 | rambling
i have always been, and will always continue to be, exactly who i decide people want me to...
by lefteous | Mar 18, 2023 | a thought
Upon arrival I realized why I’ve wanted to come here so badly most of my life. Everyone avoids me. I only talk to people when I initiate it. I’m effectively invisible most of the time. It’s a sublime type of loneliness I’ve never experienced before. After the years of...
by lefteous | Feb 10, 2023 | a thought
Religion is the most effective, self-inflicted trauma a person can choose if they want to change. In both my zealotry and my apathy, I am cruel to others. Unfortunately, it is an ordeal for me to strike a balance between the...
by lefteous | Feb 2, 2023 | rambling
I do have moments of sublime contented clarity. Instances where the green in the trees and the blue in the sky are enough. I smile more often than I let...
