by lefteous | Oct 1, 2023 | rambling
I look forward to this time of the year the least. It is when both the best and worst memories I have coincide. Every other day I’m remembering. Today I said I was tired of always being left behind. Then I laughed for...
by lefteous | Sep 22, 2023 | a thought
It matters that I worry about the noise I hear under my...
by lefteous | Sep 20, 2023 | a question
i can’t go again. not because i can’t handle being there, but because i can’t endure coming back. i have withstood much. the presence of demons, the attacks of devils, communion with angels and even being utterly cut off from the very Silence i worship. the weight of...
by lefteous | Sep 19, 2023 | a dream
I hadn’t been lost in blue like that in a long time. She mimicked the sky the way she locked eyes. I don’t know who reached for whose hand first, but holding hers felt natural and practiced. I knew the shape, the size, the creases. The first time felt like the...
by lefteous | Sep 10, 2023 | a thought
even now there is no one else i would rather have text me at 12:26 in the...
