another thirty

As I end this year, and my dreams become clearer, I find myself saying “it is good”. I believed that this time alone would become the last time I was ever alone. That my deliverance would continue on into eternity as the final tethers holding me down were severed. I...

merry christmas

Humanity is on the edge of starvation in this famine called life. An insatiable hunger that demands more, more, more. I wish to watch the world plunge into their repugnant hedonistic desires. Devouring each other in gluttonous ecstasy until their bowels burst from...

faded things

I have become that ghost I once dreamed about. I haunt the lonely streets walking by those who look right through me. This is not a sad state, for those fleeting, flickering “what ifs” have all been resolved. I was going to disappear soon enough. Deep down I knew I...

ego

I have hidden the haughty babbling that once stained this page. At least know that my stories are for others, and never...

the whole thought, and more

ramblings from 5/22/21 I have come to understand that there are not always nor nevers with you. I have also learned that reality is not mine to make. Or rather, maybe I’m at least a little suspicious that’s not the case. My belief in my word doesn’t carry the same...