a dream 11/18/19

In a dream there was a girl I had never met. A girl I had never seen. She had long brown hair that swayed like trees in a breeze. Her eyes mirrored butterfly wings opening and closing gracefully. When she smiled I felt a great weight on me. It was something heavy that...

trembling

There is this trembling in my chest. It’s like a shiver you’d feel standing in a cold summer breeze at dusk. I’m not sure I can properly explain it. It’s all passionate numbness. It’s exciting and sad. It’s like watching leaves dancing until complete darkness sets in....

childish

Tonight someone told me it was love. I had described what I felt toward her, and he said it was love. But that it was a childish love. A love that was written out in stories. It was not truly a romantic love. It was the love of someone who had given up in life. It was...

years gone thought

There was a girl who I wanted to propose to. I loved this girl. She never made me feel the way sunflowers make me feel though. Her warmth didn’t compare to the heat of a brick wall in winter. Living with her I never felt as alive as I did driving 100mph down the...