a thought 9/18/21

I remembered something about myself in these past few days. Disappointment seems to have been what triggered this resurfacing in my mind. With these memories I am more inclined to believe that people rarely, if ever, change. I am still who I am. I am not different...

view of eternity

I lived thousands of lifetimes before then and thousands since. Still that brief blink of a moment within my perpetuity felt like the start and end of it all. I came here to understand human love. Residing in my own sphere, watching the pattern repeat itself...

part of a whole thought

I am ashamed to say it, but I wished to be God from the moment I knew him. How could I not want to be? With all the power I had, it was never enough to bring my dreams into reality. The most I could do was torment others and curse myself. Weak imitation, even making a...

sonnet twenty-two

Searching the past for forgotten relics. Remembering those things that reshaped you. Comedowns from women and psychedelics, Singularities you cannot redo. You fight furiously for fulfillment, Emotions like hot knives against your skin. To defeat your fears you need...

a dream 5/2/21

With a grin the old man pointed toward his head and spoke. “Soon I will be gone and everything up here will pass on into the everlasting, omniscient Silence. In Silence there will be no fear nor want. No pain nor tears. Ego cannot exist within it. It knows and is....