by lefteous | Sep 29, 2021 | a thought
This last year I’ve slept in twelve different beds, none of them my own. I miss views more than people, and it feels being alone isn’t hard anymore. I have been able to meet myself fully, the entire created me that has been shaped by time. Tomorrow I will meet myself...
by lefteous | Sep 18, 2021 | a thought
I remembered something about myself in these past few days. Disappointment seems to have been what triggered this resurfacing in my mind. With these memories I am more inclined to believe that people rarely, if ever, change. I am still who I am. I am not different...
by lefteous | Sep 1, 2021 | a dream
I lived thousands of lifetimes before then and thousands since. Still that brief blink of a moment within my perpetuity felt like the start and end of it all. I came here to understand human love. Residing in my own sphere, watching the pattern repeat itself...
by lefteous | Jul 31, 2021 | a thought
I am ashamed to say it, but I wished to be God from the moment I knew him. How could I not want to be? With all the power I had, it was never enough to bring my dreams into reality. The most I could do was torment others and curse myself. Weak imitation, even making a...
by lefteous | May 12, 2021 | a thought
Searching the past for forgotten relics. Remembering those things that reshaped you. Comedowns from women and psychedelics, Singularities you cannot redo. You fight furiously for fulfillment, Emotions like hot knives against your skin. To defeat your fears you need...
