long awaited

When I was young I’d imagine myself overlooking the sea as the sun set into it. Wine in hand, atop an old stone bridge, I sigh and experience the beauty of the day ending all alone. These type of dreams are always solitary. I can never picture myself in them with...

a scattered thought 4/10/22

It is strange that those who are labeled as society’s most out of touch are the ones who often rightly diagnose others. Whatever mental barriers the rest have built up make them blind to the simplest of facts. Do the rest of you not see that cloaked flame dancing...

ramblings 3/24/22

At the place I stayed in Switzerland they had a packet for “re-entering society” that we were encouraged to read through before leaving. A lot of it was tips about what to do if overwhelmed by large groups of people. Reading through the papers though I realized...

a dream 2/22/22

I could not sleep last night. The voices of hooded monks liturgically chanting echoed in my ears. As their voices grew louder an old thought violently resurfaced within my mind. I am and am not as wonderful as I think. Who was it who told me that? I pretend not to...