by lefteous | Jan 12, 2026 | a thought
It occurs to me now, at 12:43 AM, that I have done everything I have ever wanted to...
by lefteous | Jan 8, 2026 | a thought
we have fallen far enough there is no flight no turning away pillars of salt egyptian plagues victory will cost us all failure costs us everything to win, we bleed or else we...
by lefteous | Jan 7, 2026 | rambling
I love to tell stories And lie And be god I love to enthrall And control And be worshiped I have seen the sunrise before the dawn. I have tasted the air on that sweet scented wind. I have been obliterated before heaven’s rocky shores. My soul has been named and it...
by lefteous | Dec 26, 2025 | a question
Do I love you? I’m not sure I do. I value you more than anyone else. It isn’t romantic though. And despite feeling this way for so long, I don’t believe it’s permanent. Both of us know that nothing ever is. People have told me I love you. Childishly. Unreasonably....
by lefteous | Dec 15, 2025 | rambling
My dreams have been chaotic and violent as of late. Frenzied scenes of color splash across the pale screen behind my eyes. It tickles my brain. An incessant itch beneath hair, and flesh, and bone. Vivid though they may be, what lingers are not the sights nor sounds....