Searching the past for forgotten relics.
Remembering those things that reshaped you.
Comedowns from women and psychedelics,
Singularities you cannot redo.
You fight furiously for fulfillment,
Emotions like hot knives against your skin.
To defeat your fears you need commitment.
Now, in this moment, is where to begin.
The present is troubled. Its paths, unpaved.
There is no reliving the past instead.
Life needs focus. Its terrors to be braved.
So remember, but keep your eyes ahead.
Growth along with relapse, peace beside pain.
Wants in life take all your life to attain.