Four years.
Constant misunderstanding.
I had a bad dream last night.
Not a nightmare. A bad dream.
It was
Fulfilling
Again I knew it was a dream.
I always know it’s a dream.
I didn’t wake myself up this time.
You showed me the garden you planted.
We picked cucumbers.
The strawberries weren’t ready.
I woke up and cried.
I’m not sure how long it’s been.
A day went by.
It’s almost October.
God damned October.
Happiness is conditional.
It’s conditional in the knowing.
I have never been happy.
I have never known.
I want to know.
Constant misunderstanding.
I had a bad dream last night.
Not a nightmare. A bad dream.
It was
Fulfilling
Again I knew it was a dream.
I always know it’s a dream.
I didn’t wake myself up this time.
You showed me the garden you planted.
We picked cucumbers.
The strawberries weren’t ready.
I woke up and cried.
I’m not sure how long it’s been.
A day went by.
It’s almost October.
God damned October.
Happiness is conditional.
It’s conditional in the knowing.
I have never been happy.
I have never known.
I want to know.
Am I the reason the garden doesn’t exist?